Dec 29, 2008

THe Thread of Love..

Girl o girl may I pucker the rosy lips of thou..
Through the seas of high valour..

On the voyage of love..
Doeth you come in my arms..

My damsel let your head rest..
Your eyes beholding mine..

Sound of scarlet, colors violets..
All cometh in your ways..

Thou fingers on my face so cold.
Just fills me up with glee..

Thou touch is so soothing..
All my pain just flees..

Thou smile lightens a million hopes..
Thou eyes are so deep and pure..

I may not want to drown in them
But I want to live in them for sure..

Sometimes near..sometimes far..
Sometimes with you I cant be..

But my love wherever you are..
Thou memories are always with me..

Thoughts of you grip my mind..
Words go dry my loves all pantomime..

You cometh into my heart.
Thou special place my valentine..

I hope to be blessed..
With thou lovely presence..

I hope we stay together..
I hope our love remains alive..


And we walk hand in hand through this life..


P.S.---This poem is not Created only by me,but with someone..

Dec 10, 2008

Mia Vida..


With Every Morning I want to feel the warmth of your breath..
With Every night I want to sleep with the scent of your skin..
Putting my arm around your waist I pull you close..
And seal our love with my lips on your lips so thin..


I want to run my hand through your hair..
And whisper words of love in your Ears..
I want to hold you near and tight..
And free you from all your fears..


You stare at me with your sparkling eyes..
And your gaze makes me weak ..
I want to melt in your arms my love..
It’s only you who I always seek...


Your love follows me everywhere
Your touch is so soothing, your lips so soft..
I belong to you my baby
You rule my heart and my thoughts..

Nov 1, 2008

A Tear speaks for itself....


I was entrapped in your Eye
Ever since you were hurt and went through pain..
But now I am free
I am glad your efforts went in Vain..

Why do you hide me away
And never give me my own space..
I know in my presence
You loose the beauty of your lovely face..

Every time you give me vent
I relieve you from the burden of your heart..
I prepare your soul
For a fresh and hopeful start..

However long the tale is
I cut it short in breadth and length..
Don't think of me as a Weakness
I am your Innermost Strength..

Sep 3, 2008

Let me forget...

Let me forget the smile you brought to me,
As I know I have learnt to smile without you now.

Let me forget all the fights I had with you,
As I know I would not mess with you now.

Let me forget all the fun we had together,
As I know we can’t be happily together now.

Let me forget all the conversations we had,
As I know I can only talk to you now.

Let me forget the way you held my hand,
As I know I would not give it in your hand now.

Let me forget the care you always showered on me,
As I know I can’t let you do that for me now.

Let me forget the need I felt of opening my heart to you,
As I know I won’t share anything with you now.

Let me forget the comfort we had between us,
As I know I can’t revive that now.

Let me forget all the promises you made to me,
As I know they don’t have any meaning for you now.

Let me forget the blind trust i had in you,
As I know I won't confide in you now.

Let me forget the close friend I had in you,
As I know our friendship is lost somewhere now.

Let me forget everything…..
As I know I can’t REMEMBER anything now.

Aug 8, 2008

LET gO...

Strings are loosing out
The connection is gone
It was supposed to be forever
But couldn't last long

Nothing is wrong
But nothing is even right
Forget about the future
Even present is not bright

When more than pleasure
Something holds you back
Its better to give it up
To come back to track

Yeah..its not easy
To give up and move on
Just sounds impossible
But have to go on

Whats the point of holding
To something which is dead
Whats the point of doing efforts
When someone doesn't wish to go ahead

Nothing can survive
If its not from the heart
When relations go sour
They need a brand new start

Memories will always be cherished
Even if they were just for a while
And now I let you go
Let you go with a smile.....

Jul 27, 2008

"Inside Out"

How amazed I am at my own self
How I had been living my life
How I let go all my happiness just in a short while
I kept looking for bliss where it wasn’t present
And when I didn’t get it I found everything unpleasant
Wherever I went I used to spread smiles
But now my own smile seems to be lost
I am loosing which I am loved and adored for
When did I became so hard I couldn’t decipher
Its high time I get back to my real self
I have asked enough, now I don’t need help
Nothing can make you smile
When your heart isn’t willing to do so
But now I am not gonna be like this anymore
I will fight and bring back the flow
Happiness is not outside but inside of you
Search for it if it’s not coming to you
My search in on..And things look brighter
I will soon bring back the feel good factor…

Jul 16, 2008

FalSe Hope...


Yet again I am thinking,
Why can’t I let this go?
Why it looks so hard?
The truth- off course I know

Yeah..You aren’t mine.
And you will never be
Still I hope in my heart.
I will hear you say you want me

Yeah...I am hoping
Hoping A hopeless hope
It’s not going to happen
There’s just no scope

I don’t know why
I just want to run away
From you my love
As I know I can’t make you stay.

This heartache is deep
This pain is real
But I know it’s not your fault
I know how you feel

You can’t give me
That what I am asking for
Love just happens
And you don’t feel that for sure.

Still I wish it works out
I am still in many doubts
Oh baby! Just be here with me
It’s U, it’s I...but it could have been “We”.

Jul 6, 2008

SearchinG around..


Once again I m searching around
And my dear you are nowhere to be found
This silly feeling grips me tight
Whenever you are away, out of my sight
I don’t know why it’s so hard to smile
Even if you are away just for a while
I seek you, I find you, and I seek you again
And this time my search went in vain
Come to me fast or call me where you are
I want you near me—don’t stay so far
Come to me baby! I can’t wait any longer
This gloomy-sad feeling is getting stronger
I want to touch you-hear you-feel your presence
I have had enough, now can’t stand your absence
I wish you could see how I am without “YOU”
You are miles away my darling! You don’t have any clue
Just now a thought came to my mind
How lovely it would be if I find
I am here—badLY missinG YOU
And you are there—missinG me too…..

Jun 28, 2008

I wIsh a wIsh...


When I meet you I wish the meeting never ends..


When I hold you I wish the touch never ends..


When I talk to I wish the conversation never ends..


When I look at you I wish the sight never ends..


When I miss you I wish the feeling never ends..


When I think of you I wish the thought never ends..


When I care for you I wish my concern never ends..


When I hug you I wish the warmth never ends..


When I get your arms to cry I wish my tears never end..


When I get scolded by you I wish my mistakes never end..


When I dream about you I wish my sleep never ends..


When I dance with you i wish the music never ends..


When I know you are listening I wish my talks never end..


When I am walking with you I wish the road never ends..


When I hear you sing I wish the song never ends..


When I laugh with you I wish the jokes never end..


When I see you happy I wish your smile never ends..


When I wish for you I wish my wishes never end..

Jun 25, 2008

Tagged AgaIn..this tIme by StepheN..


Here I am...Tagged once again...and i guess i have been quiet fast this time unlike the previous one...This tag is quiet intersting as it is going to reveal alot of things aboUt me..So here I go..


I am--- Charu Sharma aka chaarz,chalu,naatu,chaha,barbie-doll...different people...different names...


I think--- hell alot...I can be awarded for that...


I know--- there are many shades of my personality which are very different from each other and i love It...


I want--- a life in which I could achieve material and personal satisfaction...


I have--- a bunch of great friends who are always by my side and my family whom I love alot...


I wish--- life would have been a little easier on me but its okay as It has made me alot stronger and mature...


I hate--- many things...my previous post can be consulted for the list...;)


I miss--- my school life...they were the best days of my life...though life after school has been very enriching in many ways but still i miss those days baDLy...


I fear--- MonotoNY and GoD...


I feel--- different emotions at different moments...


I hear--- lots of things from lots of people...but i generally dont abide by them...lol


I crave--- FOR LOVE...


I search--- for satisfaction in everything I do...


I wonder--- if I would have been taller how different life would have been ;)


I regret--- being too careless at times aboUt things which are of uTmost importance...


I love--- everything I have been blessed with...


I am not--- jUst another girl aRound...


I dance--- on almost everything possible..just pUt on the muSic...n i will start off..


I sing--- whenver I listen to Music...


I cry--- yeah...i Do...but only when I am ALone...not in Public...


I don't always--- listen to people...i know its a bad habit...lol


I fight--- mostly with myself over many things...


I write--- as its gives me pleasUre and respite...


I win--- whenever I put in my full efforts...


I loose--- whenever I am caREless...


I never--- hide what I feel... i always express myself...


I always--- try to be happy but my success rate does go down sometimes...


I confuse--- myself tremendously...


I listen--- to my heart almost always...


I can usually be found--- sleeping Or Thinking


I need--- to take a right decision for myself regarding my career(badly need it right now)


I am happy about--- the fact that I am a person with a strong mind and dont give up too easily inspite of the fact that life has been quiet hard on me...


I imagine--- anything which can be imagined...Afterall imagination doesn't have any bOundaries...

Jun 24, 2008

ReMEmberIng yOu.....


You said all that and I heard,
I didn't say even a word.


I know how difficult it was for me,
To go through all that which was not meant to be.


You kept saying that which i never wanted to hear,
Dont know from where i got the courage to bear.

I held my voice,my tremble,my tears,
To loose you like this was one of my biggest fears.

My nerves got struck,my blood got jammed,
I didn't understood what you ahd planned.

My mind said 'YES' It's you who is saying,
My heart said 'No' My ears must be lying.

I had this confusion and no sense to think,
Everything was lost and their wasn't any link.

I am not important and I am needless,
I wonder how dare you say all that.

My heart cried, you crushed my feelings,
The wounds you gave have no healing.

Offcourse I'm gonna fight back and make things go,
But without you life won't be in its flow.

There gonna be a void without you I always knew,
I have adored few people and one of them is you.

So, with a hope that one day everything's gonna be right,
I am remembering you when I am alone tonight....

Jun 22, 2008

I haTE...


Well i had been recently introduced with this term or phenomenon(if i may say) called "TAGGED"...One of my online frnd Chriss told me about it...



It indeed looks like a gud option when yOu are actually out of ideas to find something good to write...Being tagged by Chriss I will try to rewrite one of his posts..MAJOR PEEVES...Lets c how well i fair in doing that...
Everyone hates some specific things...Things which we can't stand...Things which just freaks us Out...So here is the list of some thnigs which i hate...ah...just cant stand them..

1..THe Overtly exaggerated "so called news" on our Hindi news channels..C'mon guys maintain some standard atleast...

2..The chunk of so called Educated people around who would talk like "HYpocrites"..Their education just seems to be a waste. An education which cannot liberate your mind is Good for nothing..isn't it...??

3..Too much of honking on the roads..Why do people forget to slip their hand from the horn..it just keeps going endless..Its meant to alert the person who comes in the front not to irritate..;-)

4..Girls who are oo-ah-ouch types..too girlie to be precise ..They scream and shout over everything and dont have anything to talk about other than CLothes..MAke up..Accesories..and the never ending bitching about others..Uff..come on girls..aren't their better things to talk about..well indeed their are..

5..The Road-Side Romeos..Guys who consider them to be MACHO-MAn but are actually DUMB..Go and get some brains first then talk to me..And puhleeez stop staring at every girl who passes by..

6..My cellphone ringing when i am in the midddle of a very sound sleep..

7..People talking too loud on phone and keeping their cell phones on the weirdest of ringtones in Public..Shouldn't they be acknowledging the fact that a public place has other people too...

8..Standing anywhere at the call of nature..its untolerable..Can't you look for some privacy..

9..Lots pf people giving me lots of suggestions on how I can increase my height..Well..I just feel like asking them one question.. How different would I be if I would be an inch or two taller..??

10..People saying alot of things but not doing them..Why do you have to say things when you know you can't or won't do them..

12..The extensively emotional Saas-Bahu sagas on the Indian Television...And especially the way in which the subject of marriage is dealt with.. Its intolerable..Anyone marries anyone..any number of times..
13..WaiTing...be it for someone or something..I just cant Do it...

I can go on..Obviously there are uncountable things on this planet earTh..n I hate manY..but i Guess these r the maJor ones..[:)]








Mar 20, 2008

MeaNinG of LIfe...

Yet another day passes away
Leaving me empty handed
But is it that i did something
So that anything could be added

Think I am too burdened
With the debris of my past
Or may be I lack the strength
To make the present moment last

May be the effort is missing
And the Zeal just come and goes
Everything seems so stagnant
This life is waiting for a flow

A hope that could lit me inside
Bring in the energy and charm
Something which could brighten my path
And give me peace and calm

I need a spark to shake myself
I want to shed off this feeling
I want things to move ahead
And give my life some Meaning.....

Mar 16, 2008

I ProMise To be THere..

When heart is full of joy,
When you want to enjoy,
I promise to be there to party all night.

When your mind is out of track,
When you have jokes to crack,
I promise to be there to listen even if they are sick.

When their are dreams you wanna share,
When you need someone to care,
I promise to be there to feel and understand.

When dillemas grip ur mind,
When solutions don't strike of any kind,
I promise to be there to clear all confusions.

When people you cant handle,
When you are full of anger,
I promise to be there to calm u down.

When darkness comes from all sides,
When all the ways are out of sight,
I promise to be there to hold and bring you out.

When heart is full of fears,
When eyes are full of tears,
I promise to be there to sit beside and cry.

When everything is smooth and fine,
When life is full of lovely rhymes,
I still promise to be there TOday,TOmorrow n FORever..

Feb 22, 2008

I was delighted with life,
I had lots to do,
I never thought I wanted anything new.

My spirits were high,
I had no pain,
With life I didn’t had any complaint.

Then I met you one day,
You became a part of me,
Then life wasn’t same as it used to be.

Life started revolving around you,
You gave me a feeling I had never felt before,
A feel which was magical and beautiful for sure.

I experienced ecstasy, madness and depth,
A glance at u brought a smile to me,
I wondered how anyone could do that to me.

Things were going great,
Your effect was so immensely strong,
I never ever thought anything could go wrong.

Well...Lots got messed up,
Before I could even know,
The charm faded away so was the glow.

May be I couldn’t match up to you,
Or may be it was from your side,
Whatever it may be, but the gap got too wide.

I wish I could fill it,
But it seemed just impossible to do so,
I knew it was time I had to let u go.

Moving away wasn’t easy for me,
But I thought it’s better to move on,
Than to hang up, cry and moan.

Though what happened gave me heart-ache,
But I never regret it coz I got too much from you,
You were my love I know u loved me too.

I guess only love is not enough for a relationship to work,
Time, effort, commitment, patience and a never say die stance,
I hope I manage to learn all that before I get into a relation again.

Feb 11, 2008

FriEnDS FOrevER..

Friends come and friends go,
but few live forever in the heart and soul .
They know each other as if they know oneslf,
their bond is like an unbreakable shelf.
They stand by each other n always remain,
without seeing their loss or their gain.
They eases worries and bring smiles,
they walk hand in hand across the miles.
They kick off turmoil sadness and tear,
they just bring bliss happiness and cheer.
They give their shoulder when needed 2 cry,
they bring glory 2 days whichever are dry.
They sit back together talk and share,
coz dats the way they show how much they care.
IF they are in trouble n need each others help,
they dont have 2 say coz they come to know themselves.
They may even fight and make each other grin,
but then without each other they cant live in.
They may sometimes lie n sometimes ignore,
true is to anyone they havent been so close before.
In life they both may have that special someone,
but still without each other their life is a lonely run.
Years will keep going seasons will come and go,
together they wil fight life's all high n lows.
When times will change n ey will be called olds,
then too their friendship will have the same folds.
Wen the last call form the almighty will come by,
they"l hold each others hand n make a last cry.
Oh! GOD u take us to hell or to heaven,
just listen to our request and this is the last one.
Please keep us ALONG NEAR N ToGeTHR
coz we made a promise to each other that we are FRIENDS FOREVER

Jan 20, 2008

LifE unprediCtabLe...

Too much to do and no time left..
This is the condition in which half of us live..
Once moving great and are too thrilled..
And out of the blue, everything becomes so still..
You know you can make it and try to go on..
But others stop believing once you have fallen..
Every fall aims to make you go higher..
The one who said it was a big time liar..
Coz’if it is so why people look down upon..
Even when you are capable and have the strength to move on..
Sometimes fast and sometimes slow..
And one fine day pace is too low..
They say slow and steady wins the race..
But in life is it really the case..?
To just keep moving on is the essence of it..
And sometimes doing that too is difficult a bit..
Life screws you bad, especially when you don’t expect..
It hits you hard, leaving a never ending effect..
But in every way it has to be excepted..
This flipping life can never be predicted..