Let me forget...

Let me forget the smile you brought to me,
As I know I have learnt to smile without you now.

Let me forget all the fights I had with you,
As I know I would not mess with you now.

Let me forget all the fun we had together,
As I know we can’t be happily together now.

Let me forget all the conversations we had,
As I know I can only talk to you now.

Let me forget the way you held my hand,
As I know I would not give it in your hand now.

Let me forget the care you always showered on me,
As I know I can’t let you do that for me now.

Let me forget the need I felt of opening my heart to you,
As I know I won’t share anything with you now.

Let me forget the comfort we had between us,
As I know I can’t revive that now.

Let me forget all the promises you made to me,
As I know they don’t have any meaning for you now.

Let me forget the blind trust i had in you,
As I know I won't confide in you now.

Let me forget the close friend I had in you,
As I know our friendship is lost somewhere now.

Let me forget everything…..
As I know I can’t REMEMBER anything now.

LET gO...

Strings are loosing out
The connection is gone
It was supposed to be forever
But couldn't last long

Nothing is wrong
But nothing is even right
Forget about the future
Even present is not bright

When more than pleasure
Something holds you back
Its better to give it up
To come back to track

Yeah..its not easy
To give up and move on
Just sounds impossible
But have to go on

Whats the point of holding
To something which is dead
Whats the point of doing efforts
When someone doesn't wish to go ahead

Nothing can survive
If its not from the heart
When relations go sour
They need a brand new start

Memories will always be cherished
Even if they were just for a while
And now I let you go
Let you go with a smile.....

"Inside Out"

How amazed I am at my own self
How I had been living my life
How I let go all my happiness just in a short while
I kept looking for bliss where it wasn’t present
And when I didn’t get it I found everything unpleasant
Wherever I went I used to spread smiles
But now my own smile seems to be lost
I am loosing which I am loved and adored for
When did I became so hard I couldn’t decipher
Its high time I get back to my real self
I have asked enough, now I don’t need help
Nothing can make you smile
When your heart isn’t willing to do so
But now I am not gonna be like this anymore
I will fight and bring back the flow
Happiness is not outside but inside of you
Search for it if it’s not coming to you
My search in on..And things look brighter
I will soon bring back the feel good factor…

FalSe Hope...

Yet again I am thinking,
Why can’t I let this go?
Why it looks so hard?
The truth- off course I know

Yeah..You aren’t mine.
And you will never be
Still I hope in my heart.
I will hear you say you want me

Yeah...I am hoping
Hoping A hopeless hope
It’s not going to happen
There’s just no scope

I don’t know why
I just want to run away
From you my love
As I know I can’t make you stay.

This heartache is deep
This pain is real
But I know it’s not your fault
I know how you feel

You can’t give me
That what I am asking for
Love just happens
And you don’t feel that for sure.

Still I wish it works out
I am still in many doubts
Oh baby! Just be here with me
It’s U, it’s I...but it could have been “We”.

SearchinG around..

Once again I m searching around
And my dear you are nowhere to be found
This silly feeling grips me tight
Whenever you are away, out of my sight
I don’t know why it’s so hard to smile
Even if you are away just for a while
I seek you, I find you, and I seek you again
And this time my search went in vain
Come to me fast or call me where you are
I want you near me—don’t stay so far
Come to me baby! I can’t wait any longer
This gloomy-sad feeling is getting stronger
I want to touch you-hear you-feel your presence
I have had enough, now can’t stand your absence
I wish you could see how I am without “YOU”
You are miles away my darling! You don’t have any clue
Just now a thought came to my mind
How lovely it would be if I find
I am here—badLY missinG YOU
And you are there—missinG me too…..

I wIsh a wIsh...

When I meet you I wish the meeting never ends..

When I hold you I wish the touch never ends..

When I talk to I wish the conversation never ends..

When I look at you I wish the sight never ends..

When I miss you I wish the feeling never ends..

When I think of you I wish the thought never ends..

When I care for you I wish my concern never ends..

When I hug you I wish the warmth never ends..

When I get your arms to cry I wish my tears never end..

When I get scolded by you I wish my mistakes never end..

When I dream about you I wish my sleep never ends..

When I dance with you i wish the music never ends..

When I know you are listening I wish my talks never end..

When I am walking with you I wish the road never ends..

When I hear you sing I wish the song never ends..

When I laugh with you I wish the jokes never end..

When I see you happy I wish your smile never ends..

When I wish for you I wish my wishes never end..

Tagged AgaIn..this tIme by StepheN..

Here I am...Tagged once again...and i guess i have been quiet fast this time unlike the previous one...This tag is quiet intersting as it is going to reveal alot of things aboUt me..So here I go..

I am--- Charu Sharma aka chaarz,chalu,naatu,chaha,barbie-doll...different people...different names...

I think--- hell alot...I can be awarded for that...

I know--- there are many shades of my personality which are very different from each other and i love It...

I want--- a life in which I could achieve material and personal satisfaction...

I have--- a bunch of great friends who are always by my side and my family whom I love alot...

I wish--- life would have been a little easier on me but its okay as It has made me alot stronger and mature...

I hate--- many things...my previous post can be consulted for the list...;)

I miss--- my school life...they were the best days of my life...though life after school has been very enriching in many ways but still i miss those days baDLy...

I fear--- MonotoNY and GoD...

I feel--- different emotions at different moments...

I hear--- lots of things from lots of people...but i generally dont abide by them...lol

I crave--- FOR LOVE...

I search--- for satisfaction in everything I do...

I wonder--- if I would have been taller how different life would have been ;)

I regret--- being too careless at times aboUt things which are of uTmost importance...

I love--- everything I have been blessed with...

I am not--- jUst another girl aRound...

I dance--- on almost everything possible..just pUt on the muSic...n i will start off..

I sing--- whenver I listen to Music...

I cry--- yeah...i Do...but only when I am ALone...not in Public...

I don't always--- listen to people...i know its a bad habit...lol

I fight--- mostly with myself over many things...

I write--- as its gives me pleasUre and respite...

I win--- whenever I put in my full efforts...

I loose--- whenever I am caREless...

I never--- hide what I feel... i always express myself...

I always--- try to be happy but my success rate does go down sometimes...

I confuse--- myself tremendously...

I listen--- to my heart almost always...

I can usually be found--- sleeping Or Thinking

I need--- to take a right decision for myself regarding my career(badly need it right now)

I am happy about--- the fact that I am a person with a strong mind and dont give up too easily inspite of the fact that life has been quiet hard on me...

I imagine--- anything which can be imagined...Afterall imagination doesn't have any bOundaries...