This blog largely reflects the personal feelings and personal experiences I may have gone through. And, now I decided to go beyond, and write about things happening around me, things which I feel connected to or concerned about.
That's the purpose of my My new blog charu-notepad.blogspot.com.
My first post there.. PLEADING NOT GUILTY...
Mar 22, 2009
Pehli Hindi Kavita..:)
PS- This is my first ever attempt at Hindi Poetry Writing.. I don't know how well it has come out but I am happy as I managed this much atleast.:)
In aankhon ke khaare paani se
main khud ko bhigoya karti thi
raat ke khamosh andheron mein
main bikhre khwaab piroya karti thi
Na thi koi aarzoo dil mein
na sapne dekha karti thi
bus yun hi tanha raahon mein
main khud ko khoja karti thi
Phir jaane kahaan se yun hi
tumne aakar thaam liya
aur pal bhar mein hi is dil ne
tumko apna maan liya
Haan kal hi toh baat hai yeh
tum ajnabi the in raahon mein
aur aaj yeh aalam hai ki
bus tum ho meri chaahon mein
Tumko paaya toh dil ne jaana
ab aur koi isko chaah nahin
haath tumhara thaama maine
rahenge ab hum saath yahin
Haan mujhko lagta hai yeh
kabhi toh kuch accha kiya hoga
tabhi mere haathon ki lakeeron mein
kisi ne tumhe likh diya hoga
Mar 18, 2009
100 Truths about me....Tagged....
Its been after a very long time I am doing a tag.. Thanks to Artz..When i saw the title I thought it would be Tough, but luckily came down easy..:)
1. Last beverage: Tea..
2. Last phone call: Rajeev..
3. Last text message: Rajeev..
4. Last song you listened to: Amazed(Lonestar)..
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday..
HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: No..
7. Been cheated on? No..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? No..
9. Lost someone special? Yes..close friend..
10. Been depressed? Yes...a lot of times actually
11. Been drunk and threw up? Nah..But would do it at least once ;P
LIST Three FAVORITE COLORS:
12.Black
13.White
14.Blue
HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yes, keep doing that..and i love it..
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, many times..
18. Met someone who changed you: Not really..
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Quite a lot of them..
23. How many kids do you want to have: Don't know..
24. Do you have any pets: Nah!
25. Do you want to change your name: No
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Partied with friends and missed someone a lot..
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.30 AM
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Same Which i am doing tonight..Sitting Online..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Admission in a journalism institute..
30. Last time you saw your father: Two hours back..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Wish I had been a little Lucky and would have got things easliy.
32. Most visited web page: Blogger.
Whats your:
33. Name: Charu
34. Nicknames: Charzz, Nattu, Naatu.
35. Zodiac sign: Lazy Libra
36. Male or female or transgendered: Female
37. Elementary: Greenway Modern School
38. School: Greenway Modern School
39. Colleges: Motilal Nehru College.
40. Hair color: Black
41. Long or short: Short
42. Height: 5’ 1"
43. Do you have a crush on someone? Crush is a Small word for what I have on someone;)
44. Ever been in love? Yes, off course and that too happily..
45. Piercings? 2
46. Tattoos? Nope
47. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :
48. First surgery: None
49. First piercing: Ears
50. First best friend: Lubaba
51. First sport you loved: Hide and seek( if u consider it a Sport), Else cricket.
52. First pet : Never had one.
53. First vacation: Dont remember..
54. First concert: Haven't been to any..
55. First crush: My senior in School.. Selwyn..
RIGHT NOW:
56. Eating: Nothing
57. Drinking: Nothing
58. I'm about to: Sleep..
59. Listening to: the silence..
60. Waiting for: a call which I am sure is not going to come..
YOUR FUTURE :
61. Want kids? Yes
62. Want to get married? Yeah!
63. Careers in mind? Anything related to writing..
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: Lips
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
66. Shorter or taller: Taller
67. Older or Younger: Older
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach
70. Sensitive or loud: : Sensitive
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: Never
74. Lost glasses/contacts: No
75. Sex on first date: Never
76. Broken someone's heart: Nope
77. Had your own heart broken: Yes
78. Been arrested: No
79. Turned someone down: Yes
80. Cried when someone died: Yes
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? Nah..
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: Yes
82. Miracles: Yes
83. God: Yes
84. Love at first sight: No, if its at first sight, it cant be love..
85. Heaven: No, heaven-hell its all here..
86. Santa Clause: No
87. Kiss on the first date? No
88. Angels: Yes..I have in my life :)
89. Devils: No..
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes, BADLY.. and I am sure he must be snoring right now..
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Nah,that's not my kind of a thing..
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? Yeah..
93. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? hmm...Artz...she tagged me with this
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? Yes..
95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? Never..
Associate with someone you know:
96. White: Dad..
97. Black: Myself..
98. Pink: Ujala..
99. Red: Rajeev..
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? YES
1. Last beverage: Tea..
2. Last phone call: Rajeev..
3. Last text message: Rajeev..
4. Last song you listened to: Amazed(Lonestar)..
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday..
HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: No..
7. Been cheated on? No..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? No..
9. Lost someone special? Yes..close friend..
10. Been depressed? Yes...a lot of times actually
11. Been drunk and threw up? Nah..But would do it at least once ;P
LIST Three FAVORITE COLORS:
12.Black
13.White
14.Blue
HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yes, keep doing that..and i love it..
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, many times..
18. Met someone who changed you: Not really..
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Quite a lot of them..
23. How many kids do you want to have: Don't know..
24. Do you have any pets: Nah!
25. Do you want to change your name: No
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Partied with friends and missed someone a lot..
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.30 AM
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Same Which i am doing tonight..Sitting Online..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Admission in a journalism institute..
30. Last time you saw your father: Two hours back..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Wish I had been a little Lucky and would have got things easliy.
32. Most visited web page: Blogger.
Whats your:
33. Name: Charu
34. Nicknames: Charzz, Nattu, Naatu.
35. Zodiac sign: Lazy Libra
36. Male or female or transgendered: Female
37. Elementary: Greenway Modern School
38. School: Greenway Modern School
39. Colleges: Motilal Nehru College.
40. Hair color: Black
41. Long or short: Short
42. Height: 5’ 1"
43. Do you have a crush on someone? Crush is a Small word for what I have on someone;)
44. Ever been in love? Yes, off course and that too happily..
45. Piercings? 2
46. Tattoos? Nope
47. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :
48. First surgery: None
49. First piercing: Ears
50. First best friend: Lubaba
51. First sport you loved: Hide and seek( if u consider it a Sport), Else cricket.
52. First pet : Never had one.
53. First vacation: Dont remember..
54. First concert: Haven't been to any..
55. First crush: My senior in School.. Selwyn..
RIGHT NOW:
56. Eating: Nothing
57. Drinking: Nothing
58. I'm about to: Sleep..
59. Listening to: the silence..
60. Waiting for: a call which I am sure is not going to come..
YOUR FUTURE :
61. Want kids? Yes
62. Want to get married? Yeah!
63. Careers in mind? Anything related to writing..
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: Lips
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
66. Shorter or taller: Taller
67. Older or Younger: Older
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach
70. Sensitive or loud: : Sensitive
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: Never
74. Lost glasses/contacts: No
75. Sex on first date: Never
76. Broken someone's heart: Nope
77. Had your own heart broken: Yes
78. Been arrested: No
79. Turned someone down: Yes
80. Cried when someone died: Yes
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? Nah..
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: Yes
82. Miracles: Yes
83. God: Yes
84. Love at first sight: No, if its at first sight, it cant be love..
85. Heaven: No, heaven-hell its all here..
86. Santa Clause: No
87. Kiss on the first date? No
88. Angels: Yes..I have in my life :)
89. Devils: No..
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes, BADLY.. and I am sure he must be snoring right now..
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Nah,that's not my kind of a thing..
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? Yeah..
93. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? hmm...Artz...she tagged me with this
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? Yes..
95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? Never..
Associate with someone you know:
96. White: Dad..
97. Black: Myself..
98. Pink: Ujala..
99. Red: Rajeev..
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? YES
Mar 8, 2009
Will You Marry Me.....
Wind was moving at a tranquilizing pace
I could sense its softening embrace
Looked at you from a distance far
Loved the way you sizzled under stars
You gave me a smile that ripped me apart
Our love seemed eternal under the moonlit sky
"Unveil the mystic countenance you have guy"
My heart pounded at a rapid pace
And i felt your magic from toe to face
Reverie of the moments spent together
Returned to me from the start and
Your mesmerizing touch allayed my heart
Moving on my knees i took your hand in mine
Easing my breath i said "Marry me and forever be mine"
I could sense its softening embrace
Looked at you from a distance far
Loved the way you sizzled under stars
You gave me a smile that ripped me apart
Our love seemed eternal under the moonlit sky
"Unveil the mystic countenance you have guy"
My heart pounded at a rapid pace
And i felt your magic from toe to face
Reverie of the moments spent together
Returned to me from the start and
Your mesmerizing touch allayed my heart
Moving on my knees i took your hand in mine
Easing my breath i said "Marry me and forever be mine"
Mar 7, 2009
LETS TALK
Let me hold you in my arms and
Ease the pain of your heart.
The tears from your
Sparkling wet eyes and your trembles
Touch me and hit me hard and
Agony is what that captures me, So
LETS TALK this out now my love to
Keep you away from hurt and dismay.
Ease the pain of your heart.
The tears from your
Sparkling wet eyes and your trembles
Touch me and hit me hard and
Agony is what that captures me, So
LETS TALK this out now my love to
Keep you away from hurt and dismay.
MY First attempt at Acrostic Poetry....:)
Mar 3, 2009
Sorry....
Didn’t even said you loved me,
And you hung up the phone,
I was so unlike you my love,
Guess that’s the way anger was shown.
You ran away from me,
For I said some silly things,
But baby I didn’t mean them,
They didn’t carry any meaning.
Still I know you were hurt,
And a promise is the only cure I have,
I will watch my words from next time,
This time if you could just forgive.
You own me, you have me,
I am your dazed stupid doll,
My smile belongs to you honey,
I love only you—above all.
I know I can’t undo,
Words which hit you hard,
I don’t know what else to say tonight,
I am sorry could only be the last said word.
And you hung up the phone,
I was so unlike you my love,
Guess that’s the way anger was shown.
You ran away from me,
For I said some silly things,
But baby I didn’t mean them,
They didn’t carry any meaning.
Still I know you were hurt,
And a promise is the only cure I have,
I will watch my words from next time,
This time if you could just forgive.
You own me, you have me,
I am your dazed stupid doll,
My smile belongs to you honey,
I love only you—above all.
I know I can’t undo,
Words which hit you hard,
I don’t know what else to say tonight,
I am sorry could only be the last said word.
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